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9.25.2004



metamorphosis

i better come out a butterfly.

this is the second saturday in a row where i'm just staying in. i guess it's a nice change from the hectic travel schedule of the summer, but part of me wonders if i'm going through some mental hibernation. "d" invited me to her cousin's party tonight, but since i'm staying home at my parents' house (if i'm going to stay in, i might as well stay at a place with cable tv), i turned her down. who needs to meet new people and hang out with people my age? not me. (smell the sarcasm).

i think i'm going through a needed hermetic stage. good thing i have this sweetless diet coinciding with this urge. i have an added excuse not to join people for drinks i can't drink, or food i can't eat. i'm dying for "i's" wedding in two weeks. i've already started to imagine what the champagne and the wedding cake will taste like.

it seems like whenever people take some down time and disappear, they always reappear with something fresh and great, where they can always say in retrospect that their down time was the reason good things were finally coming into their lives.

after being MIA from her friends for over four months, linda returned to her social scene showing off her first published novel!

martin went through an extended period of singledom, with only a handful of sporadic dates. six months later, he's walking down the aisle.

where did this all come from? i don't know these people! i'm not sure who "they" are. maybe i'm confusing some fictional crap on tv or in the movies for an assumed memory of actual events. i guess i'm just feeling that i'm going through this lackluster quiet period in my personal life for a reason. i'm just not sure what the reason is, or what the result will be, but it better be good.

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